Hello from the Entebbe Airport in Uganda. This week has been
filled with so much joy and so much sadness. I’m going to try to keep this post
brief because at this point, I’ll be home soon! I would much rather tell you
all these stories in person :)
Teacher Betty wanted to make sure the students took their
end of term math exams this week so that I could grade them before I left. I
was super nervous Monday and Tuesday as I scrambled to teach all the remaining
topics in the curriculum and practice some of the more difficult material. I
really didn’t want to let these kids down but not covering something that they
would be tested on.
I am so proud to say that my students made miraculous
improvements from their midterm exams to their final exams. Just in case you
want some numbers (I was so excited I made a spreadsheet to measure their
improvements)….the average score on the midterm in Primary 3 was a 50. The
average score for the final was a 65. The average score in Primary 6 went up 23
points. 22/24 of my students across all three classes performed better on the
Final than they did on the midterm, many of them increasing their scores by 10
or 20 points! These improvements were a
direct result of their handwork and perseverance. To say I’m proud of these
little math champions would be an understatement. When I first came, I asked
each student what his/her favorite subject was. Many said English and Social
Studies. Some said Science, but very few said Mathematics. Since then, many of
my students made “about me” videos the other day though and every one of them
said mathematics was their favorite subject.
This week I finally gave away all the wonderful donations
that I brought over from friends and family in America. Teacher Betty helped me
identify the kids in the most need of shoes and clothes. I also gave out a ton of pencils, sharpeners,
colored pencils/crayons/markers, and classroom supplies. To say everyone was
grateful would be an understatement. I wish the kids could say thank you in
person to all the wonderful people who donated things. They send their love and
gratitude.
Faith threw a part for me on Friday! I brought some balloons
and pipe cleaners and underestimated what a hit those simple dollar store buys would
be! Teacher Betty and I cut the cake and
we danced the afternoon away, despite the very muddy ground from a rainy
morning. When it was time for gifts, I was completely blown away by the
generosity of my friends.
My students and the other teachers presented me with
beautiful earrings, pins, letters, candy, and more. I wanted to give everything
back to them immediately. My time in Uganda was supposed to be me giving to
them! And I knew a piece of candy would make any one of these kids 1,000 times
happier than it could ever make me. I felt bad thinking about them giving
something away when they had so little. But, as I learned when I was young,
receiving a gift is just as important as giving one.
Even though I came to Uganda to give, I feel like I ended up
receiving so much more. I was given respect and love from my incredible
students. They taught me so much. Many of their families welcomed me into their
homes and their lives. Those who had little gave me time and genuine answers to
my questions. The amazing people I stayed with were so hospitable and went far
beyond just accommodating me. Strangers greeted me and cared for me like I was
a family member. The compassion I received here was truly incredible.
One particularly amazing thing happened to me this week. I usually
take a boda boda (motorcycle) to school in the morning to save time. I’ve been
told many times to be careful when riding a boda boda because the men who drive
them are known to steal money and possessions.
Foreigners are the perfect target. As I was riding a boda boda to school
on Tuesday, I was surprised to hear the voice of a driver behind me yelling
“STOP!” When I looked back, the boda boda driver was holding my iPhone which
had fallen out of my bag. He waited for me to come over and retrieve it. I was
stunned.
That man could have driven and sold my phone for more money
than he makes in a year. Nobody would have known and he could have benefitted
greatly. But he didn’t. This incident was an incredible lesson for me to not
judge people. Regardless of someone’s reputation or circumstance, people can
always surprise you.
In my first few weeks in Uganda, I felt pretty useless. I
didn’t feel like I was helping others and I realized that I was inconveniencing
many people by coming in as an outsider. People had to explain things to me all
the time and escort me everywhere. Many people asked for money and I began to
wonder if that’s all people really needed. I was discouraged to say the least,
imagining that the 12 weeks I carved out for helping wouldn’t do much at all.
I’m so happy to say I was wrong. Time and love can go SO FAR!
As our party wrapped up on Friday, a few kids began to cry.
I was concerned they were crying because they wanted more shirts, shoes, there
weren’t enough balloons, they only got a small piece of cake, etc. But when I
asked my friend Sumayiya why she was upset, she tearfully told me, “I don’t
want you to go.” I gave her a hug and told her I would come back as soon as I
can. She nodded and said “I know. But we’re going to miss you. Nobody has ever
loved us like you.” At this point, my
tear ducts burst opened and we just stood there for a few minutes crying. I
knew the kids liked me because I was the fun muzungu who brought them pencils
and made them guacamole when they behaved well. But over the past few days,
I’ve realized that no material thing I could give these kids would take away
the sadness they felt about me leaving.
The last couple of days have been really sad. I had fun on
Saturday, hanging out at Teacher Betty’s house with her friends and neighbors.
And on Sunday I got to visit a church that meets in one of the classrooms at
Faith. The fun I had with the kids would last for some minutes and then they’d
start to get all sad and quiet as they realized I’m leaving. They don’t
understand the difficulty in rescheduling a flight or that a kid can’t just
ride to America in a suitcase (I’ve officially been asked that one over 100
times). All they know is that I won’t be
coming to see them anymore. I hate to think that my absence will affect people.
I wish I could leave no trace and that people would be fine. But it’s been very
clear to me that this will not be the case.
I thought that spending three months volunteering in Uganda
would “get it out of my system” but as I leave, I realize my time here did the
exact opposite. The love I’ve seen,
felt, and experienced in my three months here have changed my life.
“So what now?” you may be wondering. I’m wondering the same
thing. While I am so excited to be reunited with family and friends at home,
it’s been heart wrenching saying goodbye to so many dear friends here. It’s as
if there’s been a water main break in my tear ducts these past few days. The
goodbyes have been especially difficult because catching up with my friends
here isn’t a simple phone call or quick drive away. I just pray I will be able
to come back soon. I feel like there is still so much work left to do here.
I have learned SOOOO much during my time here. I had many eye
opening experiences and impactful lessons. It’s going to be interesting to see
how my life here will connect to my life back home and at school. Conditions
are so different that I’m unsure of how I will be able to apply what I’ve
learned. And I’m sure there are still
things I will be learning and realizing as I adjust to life back in the US.
My life has become so much simpler here. I’ve lived out of a
suitcase, my only skin care product has been sunscreen and my hair care has
been limited to daily use of 2-in-1.
I’ve cycled between five outfits and five meals. I’ve checked the
internet only briefly every week due to limited connectivity. And I couldn’t be
happier. I’ve learned just how much I can live without.
Before coming here, I never realized just how privileged I
am simply because of where I was born and the amazing people I was raised by.
I’ve never considered myself rich, but as I prepare to re-enter my life in
America, I realize that I’m dripping with wealth. The term “broke college
student” seems ironic. After spending time with people who have so much less, I
feel responsible to somehow pass on what I’ve been blessed with.
I saw a number of charitable projects in action during my
time here. While money can’t truly solve these problems, it can certainly help
significantly (and it can be easier to give then time!). I’ve seen a variety of
particularly impactful projects during my time here. A little money donated can
go a long way over here and can truly change lives! I’d like to share a few
with you in case you’re interested in contributing financially to any of them.
I’d be happy to talk about them more with you in person. Prayers for these causes are also greatly
appreciated.
Let There Be Light International- benefits elders, HIV/AIDS
victims, new mothers, and disabled members of the community by giving them a
solar light. These lights are better for the environment, their users’ health,
safety, and can save a lot of money. http://www.lettherebelightinternational.org
Dream Primary and Nursery School- started by Kathy Chism in Manlius.
The school benefits children of prisoners and allows them to attend school
without paying school fees. There are many ways you can help the school as a
whole or you can sponsor an individual child. https://www.facebook.com/dreamchildsponsorship/?fref=ts
Child Sponsorship through KACCAD- you can support an orphan
or disadvantaged child in Bulenga by paying his/her school fees. The cost
depends on the school level but this can be really life changing for these
kids. http://www.volunteerkaccad.org
Faith Children’s Foundation- supporting this school as a
whole will allow for them to hire more teachers and have teachers with teaching
degrees (currently the school’s only certified teacher is teacher betty). This
school is in EXTREME need. I will be making a website to allow people to learn
about the school and donate through KACCAD. It will also inform potential
volunteers how to get connected. Stay tuned!
Lexander’s Youth Programs- my last blog post highlighted
this incredible organization. I will share more information on how to support
them on Facebook these next few weeks.
KACCAD/ABroaderView- if you’re interested in volunteering
any amount of time in Bulenga, there are a variety of projects you can
volunteer
I am about to board my flight to Dubai and I will be
returning to New York tomorrow night! It’s going to be a big adjustment getting
back to what used to be “normal” but now I realize is all so luxurious. I
definitely have an overwhelming amount of things to be thankful for this
thanksgiving.
I would like to thank everyone reading this for your
incredible support leading up to and during my trip. I received so many
generous donations to relieve the cost of this trip, which allowed me to use my
money to help many people out during my time here. The encouragement I received
from so many people when I was thinking about going on this trip was so
helpful. I wouldn’t be where I am today if it weren’t for that. The donations
of school supplies and clothes will go so far. Finally, thank you for all the
encouragement. The text messages, letters, and support meant so much. There
were some tough days but having so much love from home helped me get through
them all.
Thank you all for following my blog and reading my stories!
It was really good to take some time to reflect every week and connect things
over here to readers back home.
PLEASE ask my questions about my time in Bulenga and ask me
to tell you stories and photos! I would love to share about my experiences with
you whether it’s tomorrow or whenever you see me next!! Even if you don’t ask,
I will probably end up talking about it anyways. I expect to be leaking Uganda
stories for the next year and a half. At least. So prepare yourself!
Thank you all for supporting me on this incredible
adventure. The blog is over for now but I’d love to open it back up for a
return trip in the future J
Until then…..
Love,
Hannah
Esther and other students beyond excited to receive new a new toothbrush and toothpaste!
New shoes for Nico! He was running around in some very broken shoes!
Mercy loved her new sandals!
Jump ropes made for hours of fun!
Aisha getting creative with pipe cleaners!
What is a party without balloons!?
Cutting the cake with Teacher Betty! Such an honor to have received such a wonderful celebration.
Teacher Betty prepared a beautiful last supper for me in Uganda over the weekend. It was so delicious! Not pictured: I also ate some grasshoppers with the meal!!